Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Chapter Three - FlirtyDesires.com

Oh I definitely don't wanna go to class. I have class with Arnav. Now. And worse? I sit NEXT to him.

Heading to class I looked at the lecture hall. Our professor was gone for three days and she wouldn't be back for another three weeks. And honesty, I'm not complaining. Our prof is still a hippie and her classes can be so boring, it's ridiculous.

Going to my seat, I sat down. I got my iPad out and soon Arnav came in. He came up the aisle and up the steps and sat down beside me. There was a good 11 inches between us but still, I could feel the warmth radiating off his body and onto mine. I get goosebumps daily because of him.

The sub came in and it was the same one from yesterday. This lady didn't do shit and people would just sit and talk. I on the other hand wasted time on my iPad.

Arnav was busy on his phone, texting I guess. I wonder who he's texting to. Aman maybe? Or his sister Anjali? She goes to this school and she's a year older than us. I know her somewhat, having class with her once, but I doubt she remembers me.

I wonder if Tumblr Boy wrote back. Looking at Arnav, I saw that he was busy. Moving my hair to the side, I covered his view of my iPad. Once I was sure he couldn't see, I went onto Tumblr Boy's page. But there was nothing.

Oh wait! I never even wrote back! ... but why did it bother me?

Shaking the thought out of my head, I went to the tab and wrote "Like"? Are you flirting with me?

Refresh:

Aren't you?

You didn't answer my question

Refresh:

=O
Demanding little thing aren't you? ;-)

What?! But I just... urgh!!

I'm not demanding, I'm just saying I asked first so I should be answered first

Refresh:

Argument well made.
Fine - I am. But only cause you are ;-)

Gasp! He really is!

Well... you should stop

Shit! Why'd I say that?!

Refresh:

Really?

My fingers hesitated and then I wrote yes

Fuck! Why'd I do that?!

Refresh:

Okay

"Okay"? Just an "okay"? Are you serious? Fine! I won't write to him anymore! Hmph!

I closed the tab and moved my hair aside. Arnav was still on his phone, texting I guess. Lucky him. He knows a whole bunch of people so for him to drop his phone in his pocket is not an option.

The class was an hour and a half long. It had only been fifteen minutes! Fuck! What do I do now? All the apps I have are boring me.

Hmm....

I can't resist, so I moved my hair back and went back to Tumblr Boy's page. He hadn't replied to any other questions. I wonder if he posted? Going onto the main page, I saw that he had indeed posted. To ignore all the naked girls, I opened up the post on a separate tab and closed the other tab. It was of another blog, apparently his friend's blog. I tapped on it and I was welcomed with more naked girls.

Great -_-

Ignoring those, I went onto the other pages. He also, like Tumblr Boy, had a submit section, which I don't wanna see, and an "Ask Me Anything" tab.

Hmm....

Going onto the other tab, I saw that he had several posts. It didn't seem like he had that many. Quickly, I went to the main page and saw that he had about twenty posts. Going back to the other page, I looked at his stuff. He had some posts replying to others' questions.

Should I?

Going onto the "Ask Me Anything" tab, I typed how do you know "fucking-erotic"

I left the page, making sure to bookmark it first. Another fifteen minutes later, I got bored. So I went to the new page and saw that he had replied.

He's my friend

What? But... that's kinda weird.

Are you two gay?

Refresh:

Rofl no
I'm sure you're not heartbroken ;-)

Um....

I went back to Tumblr Boy's page and wrote you're promoting your friend?

Fifteen seconds later, I hit refresh. I hope he replied.

And he did.

Yeah
So what?

At first I thought you were gay
Even though your posts are....

Refresh:

lol I'm not bi babe
He's just my friend and he started recently, so I promoted him
I am a hit after all, not meaning to brag ;-)

So you're straight?
And I guess that's... nice?

Refresh:

Baby, you are just too cute.

Hmm...

I thought I told you not to flirt

Refresh:

Baby, you came back to me
Remember?

I gulped. He's right. He wouldn't even be able to reply to me since I'm anonymous. I hit him up first.

Ugh!

Alright fine - I admit that I "came back"

Refresh:

"came back"? You came back, with no quotes

-_- fine

Refresh:

don't frown baby - don't wanna see any frown marks on your pretty face ;-)

I looked up at my forehead immediately, my eyes crossing. I quickly looked back at the screen and wrote I don't

Refresh:

baby you so cute
I wish I saw the look on your face
Were you cross eyed? =D

-_-
And yes

Refresh:

rofl =D

I can't believe him! And... I listened to what he said.

... huh?

Stop laughing at me -_-

Refresh:

only for you baby ;-)

I blushed. No one had ever said or wrote anything like that to me. Ever. I wrote you don't even know me, yet you wrote that

I was about to refresh when some students came into the hall. They were promoting something and I paid no attention. They passed out sheets for voting and I exited the tab and locked my iPad. The papers came my way and I passed them to Arnav. The corner of his mouth curved slightly and he took it and passed it back.

Sigh... if only Arnav was like Tumblr Boy - easy to communicate with.

And then it hit me.

If I asked Tumblr Boy for advice... I just might be able to talk to Arnav! Omg! I'm so smart! ... but will Tumblr Boy help?

I filled out the paper and placed my pen down. Somehow I managed to elbow my pen to the floor and as I went to bend down and pick it up, Arnav bent down first and picked it up.

"Um, thank you," I managed to say.

"No prob."

Oh. Em. Gee!!! Did I just talk to him?! And did he just talk to me?! Eeeeeeeepppppp!!!

Tonight... I shall sleep peacefully!

We passed up the papers and they spoke some more... till the end of the period.

-_-

Good grief.

Friday, June 21, 2013

Chapter Two - Back And Forth

After finishing my homework, I decided to write a little bit. I wrote fan fictions off of my favorite shows and would put them online. I mainly used Blogger by Google and I would go on Tumblr to notify about updates. At first I didn't have that many readers and now I have 300+ readers.

Yay!

My parents don't have a clue because all of them are romantic and some of them are mature. And I mean mature. So if they knew, then shit would go down.

I updated my works and posted on Tumblr. Curiosity getting to the best of me, I went onto that guy's page. And guess what? He replied!

don't be surprised baby because I'm always there for my fans ;-)
And come off anon and then I'll give you a show ;-)

I went crimson. I couldn't believe he was actually replying.

Should I reply? ... eh! Who cares!

Going onto the tab, I wrote I feel shy... but I'm wondering - if we met, how would you approach me?

After posting it, I waited ten seconds and then refreshed the page. When it came back, he had replied.

Ah, a shy one are we? So I'm guessing we're not so innocent ;-)
And by "approach", what do you mean? As in date wise or bed wise?

I gulped. Damn! He really knows how to get in me... not like that! Not. Like. That! ... what is this guy doing to me?

I am innocent and... bed wise?

I am innocent!

After I refreshed, I saw his reply:

Innocent eh? Alright =D
If I approached you bed wise, I would kiss you on your lips, having you against me, feeling my cock wanting you, trying to rip through my clothes. Then Id slowly take your clothes off and admire that sexy body of yours. I'd move my hands around to explore your body and find every sensitive part. Unable to resist, I'd kiss you all over your body from top to bottom. Laying you down on my bed, I'd charge at your aching core, taking your panties off, and then take you with my mouth. Teasing you, I would hear you cry out from pleasure. Then when you're wet enough, I'll get rid of my pants and fuck you. HARD. I'd make you moan and fuck you like there's no fucking tomorrow. Then when you're whimpering, and begging for me, I'll fuck you so hard, you'll be screaming my name and I'll pour myself into you. We'll be panting, our foreheads resting on each others. And then I'll pull out and there will be a remaining, reminding us of what had just happened.

That answer your question? And don't worry, the feeling will be better than the details ;-)


My face went red instantly. I can't believe he write that! He practically outlined everything! What the hell?!

Wow. You seem to know your stuff.

Refresh:

You bet I do baby ;-)

Would you really do that?

Refresh:

Hop off anon and we can talk

Umm...??

*~*

"Get of anon," Lavanya exclaimed.

She had read the whole conversation from my iPad the next day.

"No," I shrieked.

"Why not?! He seems interested."

"If you haven't noticed, he says that to everyone," and I scrolled down.

"But look! He's only been talking to you."

"So?"

"I bet the girls are jealous that's why."

"What?"

"Look! He's only talking to YOU. I'm sure other girls are sending him questions, comments, whatever! But look - it's only your stuff. Nothing else."

"I understand Lav, but-"

"But nothing. Now write something?"

"Write what?"

"Anything!"

Um... got it! Are you really 22? and can you put up a picture of yourself?

Lavayana grabbed my wrist. "A&A 5 o' clock."

We looked and saw Arnav and Aman walking. The two were talking, Arnav with his cellphone in hand. They just walked past as Lavanya and I gazed at them. Soon they were out of our sight and we sighed.

"Ay dios mio," I sighed. "Esta bueno!"

"Agreed," Lavanya gushed.

A few minutes passed and then we remembered Tumblr Boy. I refreshed the page and his response was there.

lmao yes i am 22 and no, no pics
i told you, if you wanna know, come of anon

I looked at Lavanya and then quickly wrote back.

How do you know it's still the same person? I could be someone else pretending

Refresh:

but why would someone do that
besides, the way you "talk" gives it away

The way i "talk"?
and i don't know, maybe they're jealous

Refresh:

why would someone be jealous?

because you are nonstop replying to a girl - to ONE girl

Refresh:

true... didnt think of it like that
arent you smart?

not really

Refresh:

i think so
smart and not so innocent
i like ;-)

My jaw dropped that instant.

"Well," Lavanya said, "he sure knows how to play."

I gaped at Lav. "I can't believe you said that."

She shrugged. "Anyways, I have class. See you later," and she dashed off.

I have class too, and honestly, I don't wanna go. Not after this.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Chapter One - The Talking Begins

"Look at his cock!"

I had told my best friend Lavanya about my discovery. We told each other everything. From the smallest things to biggest things. From broad things to not so broad things. Right now, we were going through my iPad and I was showing her the newly discovered page I had found.

"I know," I replied.

"Damn," she exclaimed. "That's something."

"I know," and I grimaced.

"Why are you acting like that for? I thought you were straight-"

"I am! It's just that... I don't know... I feel guilty."

"Guilty? Of what?"

"I don't know... I mean I've always imagined of a guy who I would meet and fall in love with and marry. So... I don't know... I feel like I should only see his... thing."

Lav blinked. "Khushi, you are just too cute. You know that? Seriously Kush, you think that?"

I shrugged. "I guess-"

"What does it matter? Every guy has seen at least hundreds of girls' private parts by the age of 22, Kush. And I'm sure Mr. Prince Charming has too. Trust me Kush, I know boys."

That was no joke. Lav had a line of boys that went crazy for her. She would date them, but she had her eyes set on someone, who paid no attention whatsoever - Aman.

"So... you're saying I shouldn't feel guilty," I asked.

"That's exactly what I'm saying. Anyways, how's the whole writer thing going?"

"Fine. But it's just a hobby-"

"Oh please Kush! You'll become a #1 best seller who'll pop up in the New York Times."

"That much faith?"

"110%."

I couldn't help but to smile. She always had my back.

Lavanya continued going through the page. "How old is this guy?"

"22."

"Oh? Then perfect. And the way I see it, it's the same cock over and over so it can't be copied from a site or anything."

"Way to analyze things."

"No prob!"

She went through his page and then went to the "Ask Me Anything" tab.

"What are you doing," I asked.

"Don't worry, you'll be anonymous. I just wanna ask a few questions."

I watched as she typed is that really your cock?

"Lav! What-"

"Relax! He won't know."

Lavanya sent it in and I sighed.

"Lav, you're officially crazy."

"Only because of-"

"Aman at 3 o'clock."

Her head swung and she saw Aman. He walked by, heading towards the entrance. Some guy was there, on his phone, and I though I was going to melt. It was Arnav, one of the hottest guys on campus. Him and Aman were best friends since freshman year. And it seemed that every year both would just get hotter and hotter.

"Kill me Kush," Lavanya said.

"Me too," I gushed.

The boys disappeared and we looked away and shrieked. I took my iPad and my finger accidentally got on the refresh button and it came back immediately. As I was about to close the tab, I saw Lavanya's question on the page.

"Lav look."

Lavanya peered over and we looked at the guy's answer.

of course it is. Come off anon and I can show you ;-)

Lavanya and I looked at each other and then back at the screen, gaping.

He had replied! In an instant! Holy-

"He talks," Lavanya gasped.

"We'll duh! Look at all the stuff below. ... I just didn't think he replied to all of them."

Lavanya grabbed my iPad and went to the "Ask Me Anything" tab again. This time she wrote I'm surprised you replied. But I'd like a show ;-)

Lavanya sent it in and I gaped at her.

"Are you kidding me Lav?"

"Don't worry-"

"Well enough of this fun cause I gotta go home," and ran.

"Keep talking to him."

Yeah, yeah!

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Prologue

The way our relationship started was in a very weird way. It wasn't the whole typical boy meets girl or best friend falls in love with the other. Our relationship began because of one site: Tumblr

How, you may ask, but indeed it was because of Tumblr. Though it seems that nothing can happen off of that site, indeed something can.

It all started when I came home one day and logged onto Tumblr. I saw a cute black and white GIF of a couple kissing and reblogged it. Someone reblogged it from me and being curious, I clicked on their page.

That was when I first saw a porn blog. And from there, curiosity took me from one blog to another, blog after blog, until I found a specific one.